I would bottle up the memories I have with family I don't get to see anymore.Like my grandmother that passed away from having a heart attack. I used to live with my grandma. It was very hard for me to let go. she used to have a wheelchair that I pushed her around in.I miss her smile.I miss her very much and I cherished every moment I had with her.I used to take care of my grandma and it hurt me so bad and even worse when I watched it happen.Its very terrible what happened and how it happened but it just happened so fast that we just couldn't help it.
